I remember

I remember the soft crunch of snow when I walked to school,
I remember when my mother told me how good I was as a child,
I remember when I realized that she was lying in order to keep me sane,
I remember everything since I was four,
I remember every minute of every day,
I remember you and me and how we broke up,
I remember crying in my room for hours,
I remember how you moved away,
I remember wondering why your dad needed to get a new job in another state,
I remember being in the state of denial as I continued to wait for you, even when you never came,
I remember how cold my hand was without you to warm it,
I remember how I felt then and I laugh about it now,
I remember asking myself how I got here as I tripped on stage,
I remember that reason being the first time I met you,
I remember everything I want to forget,
I remember you...